Oh Damn!

The other day, my sis was browsing her friendster's network and found 1 of my elementary friend, Catherine. I know! incredible, just out of the blue like that!! heuhuehue..

And so, I was chatting with my other elementary friend, Mawar, that I used to hang out with. There were 5 of us: me, Mawar, Maureen, Natalia, and Cindy.
I told her that I found Cath's friendster and then we started talking about our other friends.
Asked her if she ever saw or met Cindy or Maureen. We know where Nat is heheh..

She said that she met Cindy once at a mall with her husband and 2 kids!!! O-EM-GE!!
She was the tomboyest and I just simply couldn't imagine her being with her 2 kids... LOL..
And she turned gothic... ^__^

When I asked about Maureen, she just put the smile icon, and the next word she typed was... dead.......

Gosh! Maureen is dead!! I heard it before from someone but I didn't believe it. Well, could you?
And now, I just heard the confirmation from Mawie....
Apparently there was an accident when we were in high school. She was hit by a bus or a truck, nobody's sure. DAMN!
How come nobody told us??? I didn't even know that she was back in Jakarta!!

This sure is top everything off... After a long and tiring day, after being in a bad mood all day, followed by being annoyed by the stupid and fuzzy person.... This is like the icing on a bad cake...
Too much to take to end a bad day.. From a bad day turned to an awful day now... >____< style="font-weight: bold;">ever forget, especially now and I'll always regret this to the end.. =(

When I was in high school, I went to Ciputra Mall with my friends and we stopped by at Hero Supermarket before meeting our other friends. I think this was a few weeks before I left the country.
I thought I saw Maureen passed us by, but I wasn't too sure since I haven't seen her for ages... and faces change. You know, from elementary to high school... I'm pretty sure everybody's changed a little, if not a lot.

I was contemplating and kept guessing and thinking, "Is this her?? Is this really Maureen."
And I let her go, I let the moment passed. I didn't even call her name out!!
Dammit! If only I had known -- don't we hate this statement? if only I had known, if only I..., if only!! well it's too late now!!
It was better if I called out the wrong girl. There was 50-50 chance that it might be her... *sigh*

Oh well.. there's nothing I can do now.. It happened a long time ago now. I just regret that I didn't call out on that girl. I'll never know if it was really her and I'll always have that regret with me...

May you rest in peace Mau! I missed you a lot... We had fun back in the days, didn't we?

Guuysss, when I'm back home, we should totally make another reunion to make up the one that I missed!!!!! Nat, we should fit in our schedule, so we could go back home at the same time.. =)

Oh, and high school reunion is coming up huh Wen? still 2011?? heuhuehuhe..

Hmm.. gue masih ada foto sd gue gak yaahhh.... aahhhh..

Lesson of the day... Do not hold back the next time you want to do something or when you want to say something. You'll never know, you might end up regretting it...

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Btw, this is my 100th posting!! yay! hehehehehe... I was gonna put a video on but this news changes everything..